Dear diary

Dear diary,
I was feeling extremely sad on weekend recently..
Tears dropping down like a heavy rain
Never stop, Cant even see any rainbow appearing
Many things had tortured me..
I am weak..I cant stand it alone
Help me....
I want to get up...
I am tired...
And ready to give up..
But theres one song in my deepest heart...
asking me to stay..
to continue my fighting
yes, i will
but i dont know when its gonna last...
hope it lasts forever...
I hope...