Dilemma

All the time

things will just happen like this

Im the one who have to hold on to everything

I dont know

People seems never learnt to care about my feeling

Is it me to be blamed?

Or isit just me who people like to step their feet on ..

Im tired

People used to say they love me

But they actually dont

Im the one who can love everybody like the way they wanted

But they never care about what i want it to be..

I dont want to sacrifice no more

But yet i dont know how to stop being a candle to light everybody's life..

I dont know how to say " i hate u being like this to me"

or " hey, u hurt me"

I dont know how to excuse myself from being hurt

I just not yet learn how to hurt people

What i know is to make them smile

While i cry all night long

And yes, i am in pain..

I know i dont want to do this anymore

But someone might not be happy

And that someone is maybe one day is going to be my other half

So just swallow, digest and flush it in the toilet..

Problems come and go

That's normal

Its life...

PS : Malam nih mmg terasa sedih sgt. Malas betul nak komen2 or tulis2 ape2 lagi kt wall org lain. Kite jugak yg sedih nanti. Bahasa mencerminkan personaliti. I believe that :)