What is life?

Life is about learning
Learning process
That you never expect worst thing would come into your way
That you never thought thing you think wont happen but happen eventually
So as what the time will goes on, so will your life
Life must go on
You fall , you hurt, and you learn how not to fall and hurt anymore
even if you fall again, it doesnt hurt you so bad
Seriously, I never thought that some of the reason i stand up today is the reason that why i dont want to live yesterday
Life..is always unexpected
As your age numbers adding up to 1 year by year, life gets harder and harder
Well. you just gotta said " life must go on "

Haze is back? oh really?

Assalamualaikum

sayang-sayang
 :)

sekarang ni nampaknya jerebu kembali...
yang mana the first jerebu haritu dapatlah merasa cuti sekolah sehari
(itupun baru je ganti last week)
jerebu is coming back!
as the last time i had a severe sorethroat and almost got flu because of the worst surroundings
hoping this time takdelah teruk sangat
malas nak bercuti-cuti ni sebab nanti kena ganti


mood now : 3 petang still dalam bilik guru. kerja banyak tapi tak gerak pun. now ending up writing nonsense stuff on the blog. haih

scene : Putrajaya during the first haze

Something about 2013

Insya Allah
something big is coming the way
hanya berharap Allah memberkati apa yang akan berlaku nanti
berharap Allah akan mudahkan segala urusan yang telah dirancangkan
Insya Allah
Amin

"I Knew You Were Trouble"

[Music video spoken part:]
I think--I think when it's all over,
It just comes back in flashes, you know?
It's like a kaleidoscope of memories.
It just all comes back. But he never does.
I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen.
It's not really anything he said or anything he did,
It was the feeling that came along with it.
And the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again.
But I don't know if I should.
I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright.
But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you?
Maybe he knew that when he saw me.
I guess I just lost my balance.
I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him.
It was losing me.

Once upon a time a few mistakes ago
I was in your sights, you got me alone
You found me, you found me, you found me
I guess you didn't care, and I guess I liked that
And when I fell hard you took a step back
Without me, without me, without me

And he's long gone when he's next to me
And I realize the blame is on me

'Cause I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

No apologies, he'll never see you cry
Pretend he doesn't know that he's the reason why
You're drowning, you're drowning, you're drowning
Now I heard you moved on from whispers on the street
A new notch in your belt is all I'll ever be
And now I see, now I see, now I see

He was long gone when he met me
And I realize the joke is on me, yeah!

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

And the saddest fear comes creeping in
That you never loved me or her, or anyone, or anything, yeah

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
'Til you put me down, oh
I knew you were trouble when you walked in (you were right there, you were right there)
So shame on me now
Flew me to places I'd never been
Now I'm lying on the cold hard ground
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble
Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble

I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble
I knew you were trouble when you walked in
Trouble, trouble, trouble

[Music video spoken part:]
I don't know if you know who you are until you lose who you are.

I dont know I just love this song .. hehe. Not a good second entry for 2013 right? hehe. 

Welcome mr.abandoned blog to 2013

Assalamualaikum warhamatullahi wabarrakatuh

Its been so long, since I abandoned you...sorry blog..
So today nak refresh back this blog
My last post is on June, 2012..that means i left you almost a year.. and i am so so sorry
I promise to "feed" you back...
I am deeply truly sorry..
If you thirst of needs, of loves, of my writings...
I promise to write back, alright? ;)

Till my next writing then.. 

see you again love :)